gravity lost

life sucks. life sucks. life sucks. life sucks. life sucks. life sucks. i just cant cope with it. with hidden tense surrounded. with nothing inside me. with my emptiness. with the damn social network. with the higher ever self esteem. with the lost in belief. with the sudden gloomy. with the loneliness.

give me a break. pls. seowfen. cease from non-stop excuses on everything. pls. pls. u r normal. so be normal. u r normal. dont try to be special. u r normal. get back ur normal step.

argh.

i m damn damn not in the right way of myself. what i did in fb. huh. what hell is going on tonight. i dun like being myself. i really dun like.

hugging tigger won't help anymore. i miss tigger, when he can cheers me. i miss when there is a things i can rely on. the day i lost hyppo. i am lost.

i m tired. where is the gravity? where is my gravity? where is my gravity? where is my gravity? ek is right. why? why no gravity? why. ek, why?

i am 24. do u hear me, i m 24.
i am 24.




crap.

101010

就是会有很情绪化的几天，怀疑一定与荷尔蒙有关。不管，任由他。
明天又是星期一。我，有很期待的感觉。对工作有憧憬，应该是件好事。除了很堕落的工作，我真的想不到自己的生活到底还有些那些事。很努力，很上进，也很可悲。

我没出席任何的公司运动项目。我就是不屑！老娘就是不喜欢为了套好老板，周末早上还要6点醒，冒着会迷路的危险之下，飞车到槟岛，只为出席你们所谓的运动。明知道自己是个大运动白痴，还要装什么的被球打。我就是那么的鸟。我原本真的可以很开心的去参与，就好像当初约好的。但，看到小印度那么做作的积极。我。。。。凸！我知道，自己是在安慰自己。这个社会，我需要变得做作。我需要。只是我不会。

我就是不会。不会做作，职场上，乃罪也。




好累。累在哪里？工作13小时我都无所谓。就是不知道为什么，我好累。
不写。就这样。101010。。再见。。